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Post by vaporhi05 on Sept 6, 2005 15:15:21 GMT -5
well, it's been a fast and furious summer filled with lots of pain, frustration, anger, confusion, and loss. If only I could find the answers, or maybe some truth. Self medication is waiting with open arms to fill the voids and sooth the soul. Is that real or only temporary? How long can I run from my thoughts? Am I the enemy?
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Post by rayperez on Sept 7, 2005 4:25:27 GMT -5
sometimes you gotta self medicate just to survive...
an old friend of mine, richard kelly, had a t-shirt that said, "drugs saved my life."
there is much truth to that.
right now...i find myself in a situation in which i can no longer self medicate...
so in order to cope....i must be selfless....
being selfless is difficult when for the past fourteen years i have been content to instantly gratify myself by any means...
but we can be selfless...or so i hope...
and whatever you decide is right...
...you will have my support...
...we are not alone
...i wish you all the best...
peace brother.
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