Post by rayperez on Feb 17, 2009 13:42:32 GMT -5
today is tuesday.
there is a fullness in my chest....
an ex lover used to say to me "my heart is full."
that's how it feels right now.
"my heart is full."
figuratively comparable to "my stomach's full."
if the heart was an organ for the intake and digestion of love and positive feelings...my "hunger" is quenched...
my desires....latent.
put aside, forgotten.
it's an enlightening feeling.
and it's chemically induced, but not from any outside inhibitors or or stimulants...
my brain is producing the delicate balance of all natural chemicals to create this "euphoric" state of being.
ahhh, to maintain such a state...therein lies the challenge...
the quest.
i am positive.
today,
i am alive.
there is a fullness in my chest....
an ex lover used to say to me "my heart is full."
that's how it feels right now.
"my heart is full."
figuratively comparable to "my stomach's full."
if the heart was an organ for the intake and digestion of love and positive feelings...my "hunger" is quenched...
my desires....latent.
put aside, forgotten.
it's an enlightening feeling.
and it's chemically induced, but not from any outside inhibitors or or stimulants...
my brain is producing the delicate balance of all natural chemicals to create this "euphoric" state of being.
ahhh, to maintain such a state...therein lies the challenge...
the quest.
i am positive.
today,
i am alive.