conscience-stricken dipsomaniac

[vera]

Scissors cut the thread to the strings
We had the kingdom surrendered
and the gold beads in our heads
but the nonononono

God save my soul
How on earth did I let me go
Love lost me somehow
and now
I sink into the blackest black there is
How do I live with this
recollect nothing and yet
I feel somthing inside gashing
Maybe its just bona fide
Feel what I feel deep down
beneath the layered skins
and through my insides
Beating, shaking what the hell is this
God just help me now
What kind of person hurts a flawless soul
castigate me kindred spirit
I am beneath you
So be it
I deserve it
Sorry