Trileptal

[vera]

So I was sitting and I was thinking while I was drinking
Hey, why dont we just get together
and so be it the goddamed weather forbid
to take me to the heartache's severed edge
Find me floating inside the womb
where all the world's a bloody mess
So I see the little fish and they see me
wondering, what they think of me
and here I am
still trying to figure out who the Fuck I am
But you know its inside you
why it takes the parting to realize
we are just all our own lies
Beats me to death every night when I lay to sleep
These thoughts still circle with my Trileptal
at least that slowed them down a notch
but what about the way I really feel
Just switch my pills so I dont feel
And charge me more when I am ill
Maybe Ill just smoke more pot
and speak with all my goddamed friends
At least thats free and I know there is something
in what they see in me
maybe