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[vera]

Wanna feel this thing that is so called "God"
That everyone talks about in my CA meetings
Just dont get it and I still want it
Want anything to take me out of me
And put me into anther me
Husband status in check
but what a distance felt
sure thats what they want
But I will never let go
of what I have and what was lost
Gone on bitch give it all youve got
Maybe I will just stray away
as you have
Will you make sure
I am more than 6ft undre
I am more than 6ft under

So here I can spill the shit and share without a voice
Want to cut my self and watch the blood come out
Like a valcano with a slut thats hot
give me what you can
I will take it and make you rich
Like the golden state
I will make you cum in so many sexy ways
Cum on darlin make me yours tonight
Never know, it could be great
And fuck the hidden lies youve hidden
From me
And fuck!
I know you lie to me
So here I lay me down to sleep
Pray that God will just kill me
Slit my wrists and one last thought
I am so fuking sorry for all the xs I fucking hurt
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