Post by vera on Feb 12, 2005 3:09:10 GMT -5
Went to my first NA ( sorry, CA meeting ) meeting in a while yesterday. It was cool, I got to meet a lot of people just as phsyco as me I guess. Everyone was very nice and loving, which is strange. I am just used to such a cruel world. Funny topic because we spoke of the 11th step/tradition which is the un-advertisment of the programs. AA, NA, SA, ect. I am not sure how exactly this will help me. I love Speed but am not participating because of legalities and my family but still crave. The problem I see here is that I am not concerned with me. At least I recognize that.
A poem a day keeps the drugs away:
What a day
just slipped away
Working out of habit
deffinitly not a profit
and yes,
I take that in more than one way
Tomorrow is another day, another path
and some say
I wont make it
but I stand, still here
slit rists and blood
but its all good
wounds do heal and we all have to go some time
Guess mine is just not now
Just got my oldest, Jonah to sleep. Dear God, I need some alone time. That will come, in time. I sure hope my neighbors like GNR.
By the way, I cant believe I forgot my grandmas birthday. That really sucks, but here we are and here we go::::
Long drive~
Long drive and the pain was seeping through
my eyes and onto my black shoes
Long drive and the rain kept comming
Saved a seat but God didnt make it.
I wrote this after her funeral during the XMAS/NeyYR holiday. Happy BD Grandma, 2/7!!
A poem a day keeps the drugs away:
What a day
just slipped away
Working out of habit
deffinitly not a profit
and yes,
I take that in more than one way
Tomorrow is another day, another path
and some say
I wont make it
but I stand, still here
slit rists and blood
but its all good
wounds do heal and we all have to go some time
Guess mine is just not now
Just got my oldest, Jonah to sleep. Dear God, I need some alone time. That will come, in time. I sure hope my neighbors like GNR.
By the way, I cant believe I forgot my grandmas birthday. That really sucks, but here we are and here we go::::
Long drive~
Long drive and the pain was seeping through
my eyes and onto my black shoes
Long drive and the rain kept comming
Saved a seat but God didnt make it.
I wrote this after her funeral during the XMAS/NeyYR holiday. Happy BD Grandma, 2/7!!